when people go, "I'm about to hurl,"
What do they really mean?

I used to think that, you know, literally, the person will be so angry/frustrated/annoyed enough to fly from one corner of the room to another.
But someone, or rather i also found out myself that it means you're about to vomit.
dont get me wrong, as in i knew that was the meaning but i never really paid much attention to it.

So hence, according my brilliant dictionary,
"I'm about to hurl" means im going to kill whoever is going to appear in front of me in the next fifteen seconds.


I'M ABOUT TO HURL.
my internet screwed up 2 days ago and hence left me with the books.
math exam was okay!
but i dont know how well i'll do.
calculations from the stars and the moons and the suns and the planets (lol) tells me that i will pass.
x)

literature was hard okay.
I dont care what you all think.
i think it nearly killed me right there and then, sitting at table no. 36, in front of dandan and behind zhenning.

I DIED DOING LITERATURE.

I was given the sweet taste via the treatment of cold war and im surprised i lasted this long.
I virtually had no contact with the world for two whole days and i suspect that people cannot hear me due to this tragic event.
like today, i said HI.
and all i got back was specks of dust brushing my forehead.

maybe im really turning alienotic.
after math paper today, i realised that i had to stay back for the student council investiture meeting, at 12.):

so i was walking out and decided to phone wendy to ask where she was and stuff.
i walked to the school entrance to wait for her, met tricia halfway and she informed me classmates&co. were paying a trip to the lost island of sentosa!

i guess i really have lost all form of virtual contact in two whole days because i only knew about it just now.

or maybe i wasnt supposed to be in there somewhere annnnyway.

wow! im really virtually so-not-in-contact!

if it was before i would have threw a fit.
but it isn't before now.
because i learnt it another way, after much vague reassuration!
vaaaague. vaggggggue. vaaaaaaague fake.

went to macs to eat, crapped and laughed like lunatics with the bballgirls&wendy. xD
then i went back to school.
FOUND OUT THAT 3 OUT OF 4 OF THE STUDENT COUNCILLORS IN OUR CLASS IS IN JUNIOR EXECUTIVE COMMITEEEEE.

yahuan, ex co : communication something dealing with student welfare, head is Stephanie.
dandan&weiyang, ex cos: training and developement under YILIANG.

while im just plain ordinary jane changed name yvonne.
but, NEVERMIND.

congrats to ex-co members! (JUNIOR)

leadership camp, 5-7th june
trainings,every monday, tuesday, thursday (and maybe if im unlucky enough, saturday) throughout holidays. D:


thats about it.
D:
PHIL PRINGLE TMRW !!!
=D=D=D=D
CCC WORSHIP BAND!
XDXDXD

haha.
goodbye and good luck to life.





when im gone, and you look at my retreating back, you'll know you're the cause,
and you'll regret it.

maybe i should really do something drastic, like dye my hair orange with ishida-like blue stripes,
migrate to china since my mom&dad and me miss each other alot,
or better yet, head on to america myself to get the PR thing done!

you know why?
Because of You, who drove me to this state.





listen listen!
i
want
out.

(p.s this is a super randomised post and you will only understand this if you had eyes like superman)